Arsenic Hour

I hate this feeling.  I am burning with rage and despair at the same time. 

I feel I am disconnected – I can’t quite reach through the fog to be with others, yet at the same time I can’t get away from them, either.  It is like they can see me and expect me to respond, but I am not actually in that body – I am in a remote location.  Like a dream.

A bad dream…